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Should I remove an unpaid art commission piece I worked on from my portfolio?

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#1 ·
So, a few months ago, a former friend wanted me to draw their roleplaying character, and they'll pay me for it. I already had a TOS, including either a full or 50/50 payment upfront before any works starts (this helped me evade multiple scammers). Despite this, I decided to be lenient with them in terms of payment, since they claimed to have issues with their credit card and offered instead to pay me through Steam games that equalled the price the work would be once he got it available. Even though I had a gut feeling this wouldn't work out very well, I assumed since he was my friend, it'll be okay (extremely stupid decision; please do not do this).

Needless to say, I ended up spending about a week on the artwork, going through the whole process, and getting their feedback. The artwork was completed, and I showed them the watermarked version of it. They said they loved it, and really want to full piece. I asked him for the payment we agreed on so I can send it to them promptly, and they told me they'd work on it since they were still having issues with their credit card. While still expecting payment, I started sharing it with my friends and even showcased it on my portfolio. I was so happy with how it turned out, and it was my first completed art commission... but I wasn't even paid. I'd keep asking them, but they'd start either avoiding the topic or just say they'll get it soon, since they keep forgetting.

I'm no longer in contact with this person, and I don't expect to be paid anytime soon for the work I managed to complete. We've completely cut any possible means to contact one another, and I don't expect either one of us to reach out to one another in the near future. Recently, however, I came across the art piece, and now I don't think it's really okay or right to keep this on my portfolio and profile anymore. Not just because it reminds me of that encounter, but also because it just feels...wrong.

I'm genuinely contemplating taking it down, but I'd like to hear other people's thoughts about it.
 
#2 ·
That sucks.
I think there are two questions you should ask yourself:
Is the piece representative of you as an artist?
Would you be willing to sell it?

If the answer is "yes" to both, I could see no reason to remove it from the portfolio. If the answer is "no" to both, I would drop it.
If there is one "yes" and one "no", flip a coin. ;)
 
#3 · (Edited)
I am surprised you said you are considering pulling it because it "feels" wrong.

I would have to question what makes feelings matter or relevant?

Is it representative of your artwork?

In my opinion you might consider disassociating your story, grievances and feelings from the piece. In real world none of that matters. You're an artist. Do your art. You said you were happy with it. So from that alone is justification for keeping it in your portfolio. Feelings and some sad story dont matter unless you can turn it into a sales promotion and sell it for even more than your former friend was to pay.

Turn it into a positive and drop the rest.

Think about it objectively. If it were hanging in a gallery for sale do you think a potential buyer is going to care about the story or your feelings? They look at it. Like it or not and if they choose to buy it look at price and then decide yes or no.

How many buyers are going to inquire about your feelings or story?

You said you like it. That is justification enough to keep it. The rest is irrelevant to the real world and only matters to you because you choose to let it. My suggestion is dont.
 
#4 · (Edited)
I’ve been in a similar spot before, and honestly, it sucks. You put in the time, trusted someone, and got burned it’s frustrating and discouraging, especially for a first commission. That said, the work is still yours. You created it, and if there was no exchange of ownership through payment, you're not obligated to remove it from your portfolio unless you feel it's affecting your peace of mind.

If it brings up bad feelings every time you see it, it might be worth archiving or keeping it offline. But if you're proud of the quality and it reflects your skills, it’s valid to leave it up. Just note it as unpaid work or a personal piece if you're worried about transparency.
Also, if you ever get paid in games or content again, checking prices at https://cdkeyprices.uk can help you make sure the value matches up before accepting. It's helped me avoid getting shortchanged.