"Flower"

Hi people! I'm trying to draw a flower, something totally new for me :3

Here is my 1st attempt! (The Quotes are because I didn't like how it resulted, it's a "Flower", not a Flower XD)

I was practicing, it was not my intention that this is the final drawing, so I didn't make the background, and I did not take much care about petals outlines.


I don't know, It doesn't look good, I don't like it!

Any tip, something .-.? I have a lot of trouble with polluting the draw, how can I prevent that?

Hope you don't like it >.< !