IMHO, Most 'restrictions' are societal and taught to us from home, school and the 'tribe' as peer pressure.
I deliberately skipped 'genius' because this recognition would be by the same 'tribe' who provided the 'restrictions'.
At about the age of 13, I realized that I could not make everyone happy. So I said, 'to hell with them'. From that point on, I found what it seems you seek:
Freedom from Restrictions (and still not breaking laws),
Genius in doing what I want because it makes me happy,
And Tribe of like-minded folk who respect who I am.
I hope this helps you achieve what you need to be happy.
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